OK I am new to this kind of thing erm how can I begin I need advice you see I am addicted to ruff sex S&M I love my partner of 6 years to bite me and spank me but he isn't really interested all that much, I've been having sexual dreams. I am in dire need of a master lol I'm actually a bit nervous writing this I don't know what to do. I am 25 so why all of a sudden am I getting these weird feeling now? LOL. I get bad tempered when he isn't ruff I mean I am 6 stone and he is 25 stone not fat really evens out coz hes 6'6. How can I explain what I want without sounding like a freak someone help!